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11/19/2009 DreamsEverything seems like a delusion
smog and sepia distant tainted memories. Of perhaps the person I was once upon a time. just six months ago I was tied to you as fiercely as I had been it seems ages ago to me I lost something somewhere down the road perhaps it was you perhaps it was myself I've wandered off so far now all I see are pieces of my life fading and passing faces and names some I remember some I don't like a distant dream I see myself fading perishing in the arms of the Beloved and from thereon none of this means a thing. Afreina November 18, 2009 1242PST 8/28/2009 Ashes of CoalThere can be a dying ember,amidst the ashes of coal let me go leave my soul ripped and enraged essential to the whole stop this rain lest it kills the flame let it blow if it desires for if it is meant to stay then this flame will blow on to passion, kindled desire and if it dies i'll realize it was never meant to be i'll compromise i'll plead, but it'll just be too late blown out and gone cold and lost you'll leave me behind the way you once promised you never would and i'll be back on my feet mother earth may be old but she isn't yet sold raise me from ashes from dust, from clay from every hue of the beginning day without you i will live for aeon's and more like the dying ember, amidst ashes of coal. Afreina August 28, 2009 0110PST 8/25/2009 QUESTIONHave to stop
this tingling in my fingers
this grin on my face
the ever flowing
fountain of joy
it is nothing really
and how dissapoiting it would be
if it were really nothing
the mind is a beautiful instrument
it can transform every situtation
from hell to eternal bliss
and reverse roles in an instant
end on a question
will you wait for me?
Afreina
August 25 2009 8/22/2009 LAVA Bleak as the night
This hollowness inside
Always fought
For what was already mine
Cold and hollow
Abstraction unlimited
There are so many questions
So many pieces
How do I put them together
To realize
There was nothing to fight for
Nothing really
It was only me
The fight was all inside
Now I know
The pain
when a lava dies
Afreina
August 22, 2009 1:27am 5/29/2009 Disco Balllike a bird
soaring in air
look at me
laughing at you
look at you
helpless you
me mocking you
me reveling in my glory
don't you hate me
im sure you do
and im loving it
I love the way you hate me
the way you burn
and the way you can't do anything
you pulled all your sly dirty tricks
and now your bag of baddies
lies there empty
think, come on think
think harder
there must be someway
have you given up so easily
try the backdoor
oh I forgot
that's the one you use anyway
thieves don't have keys
they need windows and backs
and you spineless
helpless, daft thing
have nothing no more
oh - was I a kill joy
im sorry
I didn't know
I was just being myself
did that end your little party
is that it
that's all you had
up your sleeve
that's a bit too easy
don't you think
with a click of my tongue
your disco ball dimmed
I had no idea
how easy you were
and you had no idea
how tough I am
lets dance!
Afreina Noor January 14, 2008 1255PST |
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