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11/19/2009

Dreams

Everything seems like a delusion
smog and sepia
distant tainted memories.
Of perhaps
the person I was once upon a time.
just six months ago
I was tied to you
as fiercely as I had been
it seems ages ago to me
I lost something somewhere down the road
perhaps it was you
perhaps it was myself
I've wandered off so far
now all I see
are pieces of my life
fading and passing
faces and names
some I remember
some I don't
like a distant dream
I see myself fading
perishing
in the arms
of the Beloved
and from thereon
none of this means a thing.
 
Afreina
November 18, 2009
1242PST
8/28/2009

Ashes of Coal

There can be a dying ember, 

amidst the ashes of coal
let me go
leave my soul
ripped and enraged
essential to the whole
stop this rain
lest it kills the flame
let it blow if it desires
for if it is meant to stay
then this flame will blow on
to passion, kindled desire
and if it dies
i'll realize it was never meant to be
i'll compromise
i'll plead, but it'll just be too late
blown out and gone
cold and lost
you'll leave me behind
the way you once promised
you never would
and i'll be back on my feet
mother earth
may be old
but she isn't yet sold
raise me from ashes
from dust, from clay
from every hue of the beginning day
without you
i will live
for aeon's and more
like the dying ember, 
amidst ashes of coal.

Afreina
August 28, 2009
0110PST
8/25/2009

QUESTION

Have to stop
this tingling in my fingers
this grin on my face
the ever flowing
fountain of joy
it is nothing really
and how dissapoiting it would be
if it were really nothing
the mind is a beautiful instrument
it can transform every situtation
from hell to eternal bliss
and reverse roles in an instant
end on a question
will you wait for me?
 
Afreina
August 25 2009
8/22/2009

LAVA

 Bleak as the night
This hollowness inside
Always fought
For what was already mine
Cold and hollow
Abstraction unlimited
There are so many questions
So many pieces
How do I put them together
To realize
There was nothing to fight for
Nothing really
It was only me
The fight was all inside
Now I know
The pain
when a lava dies
 
Afreina
August 22, 2009 1:27am
5/29/2009

Disco Ball

like a bird
soaring in air
look at me
laughing at you
look at you
helpless you
me mocking you
me reveling in my glory
don't you hate me
im sure you do
and im loving it
I love the way you hate me
the way you burn
and the way you can't do anything
you pulled all your sly dirty tricks
and now your bag of baddies
lies there empty
think, come on think
think harder
there must be someway
have you given up so easily
try the backdoor
oh I forgot
that's the one you use anyway
thieves don't have keys
they need windows and backs
and you spineless
helpless, daft thing
have nothing no more
oh - was I a kill joy
im sorry
I didn't know
I was just being myself
did that end your little party
is that it
that's all you had
up your sleeve
that's a bit too easy
don't you think
with a click of my tongue
your disco ball dimmed
I had no idea
how easy you were
and you had no idea
how tough I am
lets dance!
 
Afreina Noor
January 14, 2008
1255PST